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100 Word Stories

100 Word Stories

100 Word Stories is a weekly series featuring flash fiction by Mackerel and photographs by Daniel Tan.


cubbyhole

08 July 2019

Hello, my love.

Yes, I’m well. You?

How are the kids?

Hahahah. I did! Ramesh looked so happy at his birthday party.

I know he’s asking for his iPad. I think I’ve found one and should be able to get it next week. Please tell him to be patient.

No. No off day today. Boss asked a few of us to help with a project. I’m just on a short break now. So I can text with you 😊

No, not so dangerous.

It’s too difficult for you to understand.

Yes, I’m very tired.

Only a few more months. Insha-Allah.

LOVE IS THIS

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28 June 2019

Love is…

Stealing away for a kiss when no one’s looking.

Feeling giddy with delight when hands touch.

Saying yes to a lifetime of kissing and feeling giddy.

 

Love is…

Black coffee and toast for breakfast.

Dinners in front of the television.

Always being in the beige.

 

Love is…

Working two jobs when he’s been laid off.

Making facial scrub from baking soda because the kids need new shoes.

Smiling over black coffee and toast as the rest chomp on chicken drumsticks.

 

Love is…

Learning how to cook.

Changing her TENA Lady’s every four hours.

Kissing a stranger each morning.

Square Roots

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 19 June 2019

At first glance, the image hints at loneliness, a self against an unprepossessing backdrop.

Look again.

It is the squares that are the subject matter.

Squares are everywhere in the city. They proliferate like disciples from some geometric school of design that trafficked in singular shapes.

But even these squares need space to breathe. To be. To allow their shapes to become. And no one comments on these gaps, often filled with shadows and silhouettes.

Passing by, waving in the breeze, they enter the city’s squares, linger a moment, and then are gone.

Only the squares remain.

Defiant. Empty.

 

A Potty Story

13 June 2019

Here he is, lounging like a lugubrious landlord. The lord of Loo D’Ville waits for his tenants. 

He has set up shop in this prime location, fronting a row of vintage shophouses in the heart of the city. Like a row of studio apartments, this strip of squats offers temporary occupancy. 

He gives them a chance to leave behind a piece of themselves, marking the spot with rumble and scent. This territory is portable, ready to be disemboweled, flushing the scene so that nothing is left behind.
 
All is forgotten, wiped away like a crap shoot or a migrant colony. 

The Tiger’s Tale

5 June 2019

I was brave. No one ever said otherwise.

Sure, I was decked in tacky stripes of orange and red, like some kind of children’s sweet, but I never lost the growl on my face. That slight smirk of superiority. Not even when they sliced my head off, sawing and searching for the secret of my bravery; my beating heart.

But they found nothing; nothing they could take, anyway.

So leave me be, like a broken Roman bust, for history to remind that here was a tiger that kept his tail up, even when he lost his head.

Have An Ice-Cream Sandwich

22 May 2019

Singapore’s Department of Statistics*: “…the proportion of residents aged 65 years and over has increased from 8.7% in 2008 to 13.7% in 2018. There are now fewer working-age adults to support each resident aged 65 years and over as indicated by the falling resident old-age support ratio from 7.6 in 2008 to 4.8 in 2018.”

And even so, many aged over 65 care for an elderly someone else; a father, mother, disabled sibling, blind aunt, lover, spouse.

Some choose to continue working. Some don’t get to choose. Some keep asking for help.

Here, have an ice-cream sandwich; you’ll feel better.

*https://www.singstat.gov.sg/find-data/search-by-theme/population/population-and-population-structure/visualising-data/population-trends

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15 May 2019

degrees is the best tilt for life. Everyone knows this.

The pitch to apprehend a screen, the slouch that announces a perfect poise between sloth and silence.

Even the chairs balance upwards, leaning attentively in to listen, like a surprisingly good first date. All the chairs do this, it is how they practice their third languages at night, chattering in a kinship of plastic legs and yellow spines.

Nothing obtuse about it; this is the gradient at which magic unlocks, while older men, oblivious, nurse their beers and guts, spending hours drinking towards the only angle that offers them transcendence.

 

GLOW

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9 May 2019

The photo is kind, almost serene, though the red brick glowing behind echoes a portent of the bloodshed to come.

Her designated driver has no name, compelled to be nothing more than an automaton for a few hours, working the wheel and braking at the appropriate times, then cleaning the stains before waking the next day to the aftertaste of petrol and silence.

She was one of the last of her kind, debt collectors from the other side, trapped in steel and coiled springs, her engine beating like a bloodless heart, calculating the distance to her next reaping.

 

WANTED

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1 May 2019

Self-starting individual must demonstrate an ability to wield multiple cleaning appliances at once. Willing to work large neighbourhoods painted in complementary (though butt ugly) colours. Supervision comes in the form of surprise video calls by the estate manager. Working hours are determined by the rise and fall of shutters in the mama shop downstairs. The job occasions being asked to clear immovable objects like bunk beds and refrigerators. One may also be asked to moonlight on weekends as a painter or a prata man. The applicant must understand, above all, that it is never a job, but the job. 

PATIENCE

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25 April 2019

He has never been convinced by the “Just five minutes, Ah Tan” that turns into an hour every single time, while his appointment grows cold and the bags he is carrying weighs him down. Still, he waits as he has been waiting all these years, adding up all the minutes that spread out into a long menu of excuses, one that he has scoured for years.

He’s looking for something that will come quickly, affection that doesn’t take forever to be prepared, while he waits, as he always has, for his one true love.

TIME FOR CHIPS AND PEAS

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10 April 2019

There once was a man named Caleb.

He never wore anything tailored.

The mind was his thing

For books made him ping

And games were his ultimate favourite.

 

“Now, Caleb,” said he;

To himself, not to you or to me.

“You must find the answer

To that tricky tricky number

Of the crossword that you cannot unsee!”

 

“Was it the south or was it the north?

Or somewhere else that day of the fourth?

This is the shore

And that is the moor…

Aha! It’s Costa Rica. Of course!”

 

Caleb was pleased.

He walked away happy

With a smile and with ease.

Another game played, another plot flayed,

It was now time for his chips and his peas.

SQUAT

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3 April 2019

“Oi! How come the takings short again ah? Second time this week. Got use calculator or not?”

 “What? Mental sums? Siao! You then mental ah!”

Frustrated, he squats in full view of the kopitiam across the grass patch, heedless of the camera and passers-by, one hand gluing the Bluetooth earpiece to his ear, the other gripping his phone, wishing he could throttle the voice at the other end. He longs for corded telephones so he could twist and vex the wire into the shape of his despair.

Instead, he squats, unable to stand against incompetence, legs heavy with disbelief. 

Prowler

27 March 2019

In this world, she is not destroyer, she is guardian, walking bright, empty boulevards for hours, keeping the hungry things inside darkness at bay.

In this world, she is stepping on concrete and celestial threads, the warp of eternity spinning out in fault lines of choice and consequence.

In this world, people don’t really see her. She may as well be invisible in her nondescript pink dress, her head down, mumbling. 

In this world, she pictures home, millions of years in the distance, as she sweeps a sword before her, each broad arc humming like the sound of a prayer. 

HEY, YOU!

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20 March 2019

This is my Uncle Tony. Everyone has an Uncle Tony. The last time he got into trouble was when he mouthed off to some Ah Beng. Told the guy to feed his scrawny girlfriend. She was so pale and skinny, she frightened him. He thought her legs would break in them heels.

He got a swollen lip for that.

But who would hit an old man?! That’s my Uncle Tony. He loves his cheesy curios and he loves telling people about them. He also loves his kopi-o kao. Wouldn’t trade it for any of that fancy latte or espresso shit.

SOLE SUPPORT

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6 March 2019

6.00 am 

Dawn breaks with the sound of slippers shuffling down dormitory corridors. Slippers are floppy beings. We are soldiers on standby, scuffed to shine.

11.00 am  
I’ve already clocked 10,000 steps and it isn’t even lunch! 

1.45 pm 
He takes a nap but I stand guard, ready for a quick getaway in case the foreman comes around. 

5.00 pm
I’m soaked with mud from a sudden downpour, but his toes are warm and dry. 

10.00 pm
Finally, a bath!
I line up next to my family and we trade stories of dust and driftwood, resting our soles for another day. 

Constellation

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28 Feb 2019

For $9.90, why not? It is the only way to experience the greater galaxy these days.

Smog is an eternal cloud that sits over the city, and if not for these darkstar umbrellas, it’s easy to forget there’s an entire phalanx of twinkling lights out there. Still, it takes patience and a certain nerve to look up and allow yourself to be lost in the depthless beyond.

It’s a pity (read the fine print!) that the micro-universe feature is only activated whenever it rains, which is rare these days. Under sunlight, it’s just gimmicky, something for couples to giggle over.

Holy

20 Feb 2019

Leaning forward in the ferry, something about how the sun glints off the dome of the mosque at the edge of the water catches his eye, reminds him for a second of the Sura Mosque in Dinajpur. 

When he was young, he would listen with his mother from their doorway as the call to prayer rang beyond the famous terracotta carvings, of holy men and their exploits for distant kingdoms. 

Clouds pass over and the shimmering light disappears.

His friends miss all this, deep in dreamless sleep, heading to build another empire, one that will never remember them in stone.

 

Spin

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14 Feb 2019

The view from the top of the carousel is no different from the pack of suited skyscrapers behind; dizzying, panoramic, vast.

The harbour stretches below, carefully touristed to elate with all the right hashtags. Beyond, out of reach of the camera, lies the depthless sea. Lights from a thousand anchored ships, bereft of cargo, wait for a sea change.

High above, the pleasures of power last only until the attraction powers down, the elevators stop running and the windows lower their blinds one by one. 

In the end, we’re always taken for a ride.

Cocoon

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6 Feb 2019

It’s a strong coconut, this one.

Before either of them can taste the flesh, the juice has already transported them beyond the bench and through the curtain of lights that hang behind. They are lifted into the sky, the familiar out-of-body-experience due to the elevated levels of potassium and Cocoon™ coursing through their blood.

All over the city, people are floating above buildings, tethered to the thin plastic straws, bobbing up and down on a gentle post-dinner rush. It’s just a harmless pastime, a way to shoot the breeze, nobody has died from it yet, or so the papers say. 

Hunter Killer

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30 Jan 2019

It started when she was ten, the very tip of her little finger turned a deep, insistent green. The colour of xiao bai chye, her mother remarked. She thought nothing of it, showed it off at school and parties as she grew older. The green spread slowly to the rest of her finger, then her hand, shaded and undulating, hints of wilder kingdoms.

As suddenly as it came, it disappeared. Leaving her bereft, a herbivore hunter with no kills tattooed on her second skin. These sleeves bring relief, a way to manage her dreams of being devoured by giant rabbits.

#FEELINGBLESSED #GRATEFUL #Humbled

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23 Jan 2019

What is grace? Who is grace? How is grace? 

Cousins couldn’t meet me for tea because of church. I hadn’t seen them in five years. And my mother just died.

Grace?

They’re at the temple every Friday but leave the puppy on the road to die.

Grace?

He tells his followers to bleed for his god. He beats his wives.

Grace?

Light shining through the cracks in my head.

Grace.

Her weekly visits to the old folks’ home to see her abusive father.

Grace.

A day spent with a friend who wants to kill himself.

Grace.

Not platitudes.

S&W Detective Agency Pte Ltd 

15 Jan 2019

A caption for this picture? 

Sherlock has solved the crime, and Watson is scrolling for the next case.  

Frankly speaking, it’s hard to keep up in this age of convenience, when knowledge is an online search or a prescription for manageable problems a short walk away. But we still get customers, those at their wits end, who have let emotions cloud their judgement.  

So we maintain a small office; it's important to meet clients face to face. And in the evenings, we come to this bench to think. The best ideas often come in the midst of a bustling crowd. 

Back To Front

5 Jan 2019

P-Tail finally had a seat all to herself. Some space, silence; a place to think.

To look out on the world and not be an accessory, tied up in place, forever expected to hold strays together.

This led to a new thought.

If she, by some chance, was cut off from the mane, she would be free of clips, bands and barrettes.

Free to go anywhere, to sit at a restaurant, peruse a menu and not the back of a booth. Order a glass of wine. Flirt with her locks. Be called luscious, wavy, full-bodied. Face the world head on.

Aesthetic Notes

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30 Dec 2018

面部拔筋

Facial muscle pull

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“A facelift?! Siao, ah? Do I look like an idiot to you?

What is that anyway? A mini cudgel? One of them crappy instruments that these rip-off salons always use? You know the ones; the things they use to scrape your back or chafe dead skin off your heels.

I don’t know. They all look the same to me. And in the end? Pain, nothing but pain.

If it isn’t angry red welts on your bum or blood on your soles, it’s swollen cheeks and puffy eyes for goodness knows how long.

I’ll keep my crags and sags, tyvm.”


Winter

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24 Dec 2018

It’s been slow. Things usually are this time of year. Where do people go? Hokkaido? Osaka? Seoul? To see the Northern Lights and smoke some weed?

 This is our winter. Rainy and cold. Hong you to stave off the hong sip.

 Step up for a cure? Or shall I tell you a story; spin you a yarn about the days to come? It’ll be good, not to worry. It always is.

 It won’t cost you much, but enough to get me some dinner. And dinner for her, too, if you want your fortune told.

 Help an old man out?

PILLION

13 Dec 2018

She was 67 when she first learned how to drive, from the pillion seat of Ah Hock’s motorised wheelchair.

For him, this was just a smaller version of the forklift he had deftly manoeuvred for thirty years, stacking crates of appliances at the warehouse in Defu Lane, until one day they told him that a machine would be replacing him.

Life is now this wheelchair for his broken heart.

At least, he can still lift her spirits up in joy, and he feels her smiling when she reaches over to wrench the wheel left, and right. 


PEEK

8 Dec 2018

While his brother marched by, parades and soldiers in his mind, he found a gap between the heavy drapes and stood for a moment, allowing his eyes to adjust to the darkness after the dazzling sunlight of the gardens. The scent of something heavy shifted against his nostrils. A deep rumbling filled the limitless dark, now growing into shape and colour. And as he looked up, a massive grey elephant looked back at him, eyes fixed like a pilot light on his pounding heart. Then he heard his mother calling, and the moment, like a strange shore, was gone.